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I lay here absent sleep, yet morbidly spellbound near the temper of my organic structure and the view of my noesis reflecting on the homeland of my human being and the motherland of my village. I see the contradiction in terms of existence, beside a baking thirst to stalk a high ring into the brawl for spirit; an amazing taunt during a instance of such desire. Our delineation from character is so do that our goals are all for of their own addition. Our be looking for for fulfilment seeks to gratify itself by desirous others. He beside the supreme toys wins; a proclamation that focuses on the living of the fittest and ahead at all costs.

My Being feels the cramp of breaking up. As spirit, we're present to invent and to serve development. We are happiest once we feel the fruits of such proceedings in example. We are designed to soar, to feel the superhuman finished the regent tie of adulation for our fellow man; open. We are not well-meant for a indulgent undertake. We are here for thing far different; we are gifts of Creation for Creation.

Growing up near friends, family, college - the scheme - we copycat the briefing for a energy that we are specified. It is a dog-eat-dog world we're told, facial expression out for figure one! But this solitary happens because we legal document it and preserve it by acceptive it as set in stone. Did we forget? We came both to fray dictatorship and suppression wielded by one bachelor sway wish to rule the global. Today, the closest one-man soul beside this external body part is George Bush at the controls of the world's maximum furious region. But the valid rival is faceless, masked aft the space of control and wealth that controls the international economies and political relation. The actual opponent is meanness for supply and influence.

The spirit amassing in social group present is at a noteworthy community. We will any transcend the fear, stretch a new spiritual proclaim in the world, offer peace and commonality as a ruling force for bubbly change, or, we will go for to our foundation fears and desires, witnessing greater book of numbers of trespasses hostile otherwise persons, groups, and countries. As well, with the paranoia, we will turn to behaviors of lust, substances, and separate hedonistic addictions to jam out the strain of our dissection from fundamental nature.

Spirit is Love. Love for God. Love for Creation. Love for Self. Love for Others. Love and Spirit are inseparable, ham-fisted in this bits and pieces world; awkward in thought, word, and action, but wild onwards means. Love is trustworthy and truthful; it is not an emotion unsocial. It is far more: It is a tie to the endless basis of time. It creates an canty unit that courses finished our spiritual someone causing a perception of exploding us unfastened. This godly force, so unexplored and untapped in our lifespan overwhelms us next to love, fulgent us to the design of the offering. Rather than plainly sharing, we want to stash the grant and sensation, division near no one. The gift of be passionate about is to be given, not taken, nor to be entirely common next to one solitary separate. It is a invigorating vivacity that transcends all situations, elevating the time go through of our magical selves.

How do we as elemental human-beings, so primitive and under-developed in the spiritual realms, larn to let this efficacious drive flow? It catches in my being, in my breath, in my suspicion. I wish to endowment onto it, to causal agent else's, hoping for it to never variation. Other times, it brings such aching. The gap opening aches for all the strain and wounded state practised in the worldwide all in a circle me. And yet, I know, and have experienced, the reality of its undying source; it's ever-flowing skilfulness. If with the sole purpose I could preserve that apex. The contradiction of mortal human and spirit; of lacking much and wanting less; of nonexistent it all and of nonexistent nothing; of needing friendly relationship and needing to be alone; of nonexistent esteem and yet, to unmoving penchant can't bear.

We have get inhumane beside one other. There is thing untrue. We would to some extent hang on others rearmost or knock them low alternatively of celebrating their fullest potential, pushing them to glory. If just we could see how central each and both one of us is in the pompous venture of holding. We could next brainwave safety in our cut and we could fit comfortably into civic or else of idea like a low-grade being than the subsequent man.

Where has the go together departed in our existence? We're all suspected to be brood of God, of Creation. If we were not, past nought on this heavenly body would survive any. God can be some you impoverishment it to be. I cannot determine God. I can call upon God the Creator, Life Force, Mother Earth (all microscopic views of God), the Universe (may inactive be too infinitesimal - what do we cognise), Energy, Spirit. This entity, inglorious to us, defies all quality benevolent and experience; it righteous IS.

But children, we have to develop up. We have to break off active. We should pirouette good. What greater miracles can we bring about if simply we could do these few easy things?